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yahoo! alex is back! bunny bunny bunny!

uh..ahem. hi. my journals are gonna be happy-cheery“ agaub biq rgR kwz ua vXJ. what the hell was that? erg. i hate it when i put my fingers in the wrong place and type the letter to the side of what i want. anyway, that should say ”my journals are gonna be happy-cheery“ again now that alex is back.” i mean, it doesn't, but that's what it should say. =)

so yea, i'm in a good mood today. i have gotten in contact with my friends again..i guess i had kinda fallen out with them, sort of by my own choice. i like to be alone and that really fucks up my friendships..i might be doing a sleepover with mike in the near future though, which is good, cuz i have some good shit to show him here on limechan. actually bloodberry, now that i think about it. anyway, the exact location of the cool stuff isn't important. =P

anyway..if you have any way to do so, listen to you look so fine by garbage.

ps: i hate netscape.

• Written on 31 December 1998 & posted at 04:30 PM.
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Null and void.

Continue reading “A Lot”...

• Written on 29 December 1998 & posted at 04:25 PM.
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welcome to intermission.
du du du du du

alright, i'm sorry you had to witness that. i should keep typing, huh?

my computer is being a bitch. windac and winamp both lock up when i start them. i need to reboot but i don't want to interrupt the encoder until it's done with these ixnay tracks, so i just have to wait it out. and our cable isn't working. i am so bored — i could just puke.

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somebody bought me a timeline99 daily appointment book. these things are very nice, i like it. but it makes me want to come up with cool stuff to write in it. unfortunately, i plan very little ahead of time, so i usually end up with empty books and a feeling of guilt for not using the gift. maybe i'll just fill it in with what i end up doing, instead of trying to figure it out ahead of time..hmm..

i hate junk mail. i had hoped maybe i'd gotten an email from alex. but it was just some useless find your lost relatives now! spam. damn you. if i actually gave a shit about the relatives, they wouldn't be lost, now would they? silly little bastard.

anyway, the last song is 75% done so i should go. i really need to go to bed, actually. it's only 11.04p but god i am so tired..

Continue reading “Sometimes It Hurts So Much to Lose the One You Love”...

• Written on 27 December 1998 & posted at 11:04 PM.
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ugh..the spice girls are on..spotlight..god. that means like a full time slot of nothing but the spice girls. i hate them. so i'm listeing to really bad 80s tunes on winamp and deluding myself to believe that it's better. =)

Continue reading “I Miss My Fucking Webserver”...

• Written on 23 December 1998 & posted at 04:08 PM.
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bah! the server has been [and still is] down since sunday night. i'm pissed off at the host, and i have had so much to write about lately.

Continue reading “Here Goes Nothing”...

• Written on 10 December 1998 & posted at 04:01 PM.
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i should go. no reason. i just should. i want to go play nibbles. it's a crappy old qbasic game my friends copied off the old 386s at school. it came with dos 5. i compiled it, but my friends hacked all the text. bah. i'll try to get a clean copy and i'll upload it for you. especially tweaked. so it will run on pentiums. [woah, when i first ran it, it would crash. it was too fast. wierd. i'm glad i know a bit of basic cuz nibbles rules!]

Continue reading “I Never Wanted Anything the Way I Wanted You That Night”...

• Written on 05 December 1998 & posted at 03:58 PM.
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um, yea. i'm in a good mood, despite the fact that my friends once again kind of abandoned me. but it was ok, because i got to walk home with some other people [linda and paula] walking with them was, like, a total out-of-gender experience. matt is sooo hot!!! [um, that's what they said, not what i think. anyway..]

anyway, there's cool.

sooo...alex is coming over tonight. mmm i can't wait. i have been in a broody “missing-you” mood all week. sigh. oh well. we'll have fun. no matter what we do.

i should go. chores, homework, etc. later.

• Written on 04 December 1998 & posted at 03:56 PM.
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heh. i'm home sick from school today. i'm not actually sick. i didn't feel well this morning, but i feel great now. i guess my subconscious wanted to play hookie so i got out of school for the day. i'm celebrating my midweek vacation by eating burned bacon [i like it that way. crunchy. mm. =].

my plan kind of backfired, though. mom stayed home from work because she's sick [and now thinks i have her flu]. great. no fun for me.

anyway..moving on to other parts of my pathetic life..i have been feeling guilt lately about not fufilling my duties for a friend of mine..i am supposed to review software for mp3 place but i haven't gotten anything lately..sigh..last article i wrote for him was, like, november 16th. coincides exactly with the opening of daydreams..olw! it's not a conspiracy!

arg. i miss alex. i've missed her more this week than ever before, though i don't know why. i can't wait for friday when i get to see her again [evil glint in eye].

my problems with my homemade cd seem to have been resolved. you see, last saturday, me and my friend mike [aka flux] burned 3 cds of shit off of my hard drive..but the most important one got fucked up. anyway, we managed to save the data, although my drive can't read it. i now await the reburned copy.

that reminds me..i still owe him $20 from shopping last night. it was fun fun fun in the sun sun sun. well, maybe not. it was dark and foggy. but it was still fun. lowered expectations..[inside joke]

anyway..i should go. i feel the urge to write some more poetry. plus i have to copy some of my stuff onto paper. i'll see y`all later.

• Written on 02 December 1998 & posted at 03:53 PM.
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peanut butter makes it all better..
god..mm..i love peanut butter. i'm eating a peanut butter and strawberry jam sandwich and it is really good. :)

ok. moving off my food obsessions, i am going shopping today with my friends. they've been less dildo-like of late. possibly cuz they've been reading my journals [cough] but whatever it is..at least i'm not pissed off at them anymore.

school was..tiring. we did this lame-ass cardiovascular endurance test, marching up and down this bench for five fucking minutes. but i got a good mark [81%..it's above above-average, classified as 'good'.], which surprised me since i don't do any activities..i'm an indoor person.

alrighty, i'm going..over here.

ok, i've rearranged myself. happy december, everyone! just 25 days until the pagan celebration everyone seems to love..i get out of school on the 18th. yahoo! two weeks of nothing.

unfortunately, alex is going away for christmas. but hopefully only for a few days. i will definitely miss her.

and speaking of going away, she was planning on going to new hampshire with her friend becky for six weeks — that's like more than half the break — in the summer..but fortunately, she's only going for two! this makes me very happy. i don't know if our relationship could survive a six week separation [well, i know it could, but could i?]..

mental note: ask alex to bring back spam from maine.

• Written on 01 December 1998 & posted at 03:33 PM.
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