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  • Written on 21 February 1999 & posted at 03:30 PM.
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February 10: Clouded

ugh. i failed one of my driver's ed rewrite tests today. that means i have to go in later to rewrite the rewrite. ick. and i still gotta get the other $240 payment from mom..

so we're going to scotland, eh? june 28th - july 21st. i'm excited, i guess. i don't really get excited. i don't feel much anymore, when i think about it, but, um, that's a really depressing thought right there. at least i still feel love.
i've been really gaga over alex again lately. i'm convinced she's my true love. i feel like we'll be together forever. i just hope it's true, i mean, the odds are against it, but, um..well..i believe. that's all i really need, right?

i have been writing the hate list and the love list in school lately. my friends all got a kick out of it, alex started her own, anyway, my hate list is more than 3 times longer, it's not cuz i'm demented, i've just been working on it a week longer. anyway, go read them. they're cool. worth reading, anyway.

well i'm gonna go. i have more to write. but it's not finished brewing yet.
  • Written on 10 February 1999 & posted at 03:22 PM.
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February 09: Mirror

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  • Written on 09 February 1999 & posted at 03:17 PM.
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February 04: Waste of Time

woah. my desktop owns you. i have done a bunch of stuff to it in the last week or so, including around two hours of icon editing alone [eep]. god, i'm such a loser. anyway, you can see some pictures of my desktop [ before | after ]. and in case you had some wonderings about it, here's all the info..

the background image was made by my friend dan and you can download it here.

the sidebar is a docked Windows 98 toolbar.

the sidebar 'dividers' blank icons were made by linking to this program [which i wrote], using clear on the command-line, and changing the icon to this cursor [which i made, not that it's any huge accomplishment]. clicking one clears your clipboard.

you can get all my modified icons here.

that's about it..

anyway, in daily life, i still have a crush on kristen and i want it to go away. i just want to be her friend. and i think my art teacher is crazy. everyone does. i'm the only one worried he'll, like, bring in a gun and kill us all, though. i think it's a reasonable fear.

oh and i got hit by a car this morning. me and mike. this bitch [she is so stupid, once she drove off with her engine still plugged into the wall. it snapped out and she never noticed] backed out of her driveway, which is right next to a crowded school, and without looking and without noticing us pounding on the back of her little hyundai, she pushed us back about 3 feet and then drove off. god. people like that shouldn't be allowed into society.

anyway, school sucks. i can't wait for tomorrow night! if alex comes over, that is. i sure hope so..i miss her. anyway, i'm going now.

Too late to scribe
alive on my soul
I'd rather hide
than fight
you stealing my soul
Delerium - Incantation
  • Written on 04 February 1999 & posted at 03:09 PM.
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February 01: What a Loser I Was!

like everything else it's completely inane - it gets in my head and it drives me insane

hi. how are you today? oh, i'm great. i guess. second semester of school started today and everything went..well. my classes are alright, although i liked my first ones better. and there's this girl in my A & D blocks and man..she is so hot. i hate getting crushes on girls. it makes me feel guilty [as it should] since i'm with alex. still..she is fine. bah. her name is kristen. mental note: if i ever have a daughter, name her kristen. it's a cool name.
i'm..sailing..away..set an open course..of the viiirgin seas..
hmm. i guess i'm full of shit today. i'm gonna go browse winfiles.com for now. later peeps.
  • Written on 01 February 1999 & posted at 03:03 PM.
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